Daily Reading and a Celtic Cross

Hello,

Here are my daily card readings for February 10th, 2017!

From the Wild Unknown: Daughter of Swords
From the Happy Tarot (Giddy): The Hanged Man

At first, these cards seriously confused me and it wasn't until I did a Celtic Cross spread with the Wild Unknown that it started to make sense. But From what I gather now from just these two cards, A) I'm being so critical of my honest self (Wild Unknown) and B) My perspective is going to change (Happy Tarot).

Like I said earlier, I was confused with these two cards and didn't immediately understand what the cards were trying to tell me, so I did a Celtic Cross spread with the Wild Unknown.

And it looks a little something like this.

1) The Heart of the Matter, The Chariot: Confidence, Strong Will, Achievement
2) Opposing Factors, Mother of Cups: Insightful, Psychic, Intuition
3) Root Cause, Five of Swords: Self-Destruction, Pain, Doing something you know to avoid.
4) Past, Daughter of Swords: Honest, Insightful, Watching, Observing, Frankness,
5) Goal,  Judgement: Forgiveness,  Seeking Truth, Personal Freedom
6) Future(if you don't listen to cards), Five of Cups: Despair, Grief, Disappointment, Regret
7) You (Well, me), Mother of Swords: Sharp, Perceptive, All-seeing, Knowledgable,
8) External Forces, Eight of Wands: Sudden Change, Clarity
9) Hopes/Fears, The Devil: Addiction,  Negativity,
10)Final Outcome (After listening and following the cards), Ace of Pentacles: Prosperous Beginnings, grounding your future, wealth.

Whew~ There's a lot going on here.

A few observations
1) My daily card is in there (The Daughter of Swords)
2) Theres a lot of swords going on in this spread.
3) But there is at least one from every suit in the spread (Swords, cups, wands, pentacles)

So What does it mean?

It means that my confidence in general and faith is lacking because I am also lacking confidence in myself/intuition. The cause of this is pain and holding on to what is not serving me. In the past, I was very observant and able to let go. My goal is to "rise from the ashes" and free myself from what is no longer helping me. If I don't listen to the cards, there will be despair. I am observant right now, but not like before. I'm becoming hyper-critical of myself and what I am doing faith-wise. I'm still not sure about the sudden change that is giving me clarity, perhaps this reading? My fear is to be addicted to the negativity and pain of the past/present. And Finally, if I can stay grounded and faithful to myself and values and beliefs, a good future with the divine will come.

~Whew.

That was a lot of information, but it does answer the question I asked the cards.

"Why do I feel so lost?"

Because I am in my head and emotions too much and need to stay grounded! That's the short answer anyway.

Really cool.

~Amanda